For a small eternity I have no contribution more often. I could now try to find some flimsy excuse - I was too busy or I would have found another activity that fills my life, but it would be nothing but a lie. The reason for my writing abstinence is probably the fact that I no longer feel able to write something. I force myself to really write this entry here.
The attempt at a justification: it is to live no longer feel, but simply to exist, to have lost his humanity and to be perfectly blunt, both on the positive emotional (negative emotions alone, can give a person on a permanent no hold - at least not me) and at the intellectual level. It sounds absurd, the longer you live, the farther away you are to live by feelings. The last bit of man, which put in is gone and what remains is only a worthless shell without content.
Why not just pass this envelope from oblivion and from the shell of nothingness be covered? Although one of the thought accompanied the extinction of their own lives almost constantly, he is never put into action, but remains a pure thought experiment. It remains for two reasons only a thought without real Implementation, first, the anxiety and uncertainty before what might come afterwards, and secondly that we may only unfortunate in the present life situation, but you want to live anyway.
I do not know when or if I write an article again, I can almost rule out safely, which is only a short-term phase.
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