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waldgaenger @ 2007-05-29T22: 38:00

Social contacts are more accessible to a lot of effort as it torture to even talk to people. Even simple tasks such as writing texts becomes an effort that demands a nearly everything. If even small things become a pain, how can one cope with the first truly great task? The awards it had just want to and can only bring myself to me are just a mockery. There are just empty words that seem ridiculous at a closer look and still be used again and again. Most of people who can not imagine what it does not mean simply to be able and despair at this knowledge. The other kind of person who uses these sayings are indeed incapable, but simply want to believe it would be possible and that you should make an effort just. For me this is no longer considered a bitter betrayal of oneself, the safe blows up one day and yet I find it probably more difficult to live with this knowledge. I would rather believe can, I would rouse myself only, and is also looking for a place in the sun. Do people need not lie at all to live, these small daily self-deception? Do not look any joy on a distorted image of itself, because you bear a clear picture and could not turn away in disgust would have?

put Surprised and scared, I realize that I run from the head and the madness here is manifested in sentences.

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waldgaenger @ 2007-05-22T21: 05:00

Atheism save your life or otherwise seen compels one to dwell on this. If you believe with all his heart to the nothing behind the curtain of life, it is hard to say goodbye to this life voluntarily. - The why should anything bad against the pure exchange nothing? This exchange would be illogical, but can not and should think in this area at all rational?

If I had the certainty that I weiterexistiere after my death as part of the world, it would be a lot easier to be afraid to stop before that day. The picture in the mind's eye, in which strips as part of the wind through the tree tops and one with of nature would become a nearly herbeizusehnen bring to this moment. But without the necessary conviction to believe it, this thought-structure collapsed in on itself because it lacks the foundation. I wonder what would happen if I did realize one day all that I do not have enough strength to believe in anything, neither atheism nor to anything else.

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Poor Bayern (the position of the remaining Federal German is unfortunately not pictured) live in the Blitzeinöde, the people working around Udine paradise. Or vice versa if you do not like lightning. Vienna is also pretty bad, but at least closer.