Social contacts are more accessible to a lot of effort as it torture to even talk to people. Even simple tasks such as writing texts becomes an effort that demands a nearly everything. If even small things become a pain, how can one cope with the first truly great task? The awards it had just want to and can only bring myself to me are just a mockery. There are just empty words that seem ridiculous at a closer look and still be used again and again. Most of people who can not imagine what it does not mean simply to be able and despair at this knowledge. The other kind of person who uses these sayings are indeed incapable, but simply want to believe it would be possible and that you should make an effort just. For me this is no longer considered a bitter betrayal of oneself, the safe blows up one day and yet I find it probably more difficult to live with this knowledge. I would rather believe can, I would rouse myself only, and is also looking for a place in the sun. Do people need not lie at all to live, these small daily self-deception? Do not look any joy on a distorted image of itself, because you bear a clear picture and could not turn away in disgust would have?
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